speechless day...!

wat i nid to say? wat shud i say? wat i can react?? We still the same? are we? any miracles??

Yesterday night was getting sick and whole body was like freezing....sore throat this morning, feel like dun wanna talk so muc...haiz...

Now, I really realize that family is the one who cares for us, love us....when the time i sick, i nid someone by my side..but my mind was stuck there...who?? who?? will be the one by my side?? from that, i tot of my mum...my mum is the one who oweys by my side and take care of me....i love u mum....

I duno wat can i do for u....u seems duno wat is the problem actually that seperates me n u...i am confused...u even never give me assurance...i wan u to assure to me...haiz......nvm la...it seems u ady get someone u love...try to be happy there...

take care

souls disperse, flesh perishes....

The real thing has finally come to me~~2nd time we cant make it thru, and it is actually tough for me to make the decision... T.T
Within the 2 weeks, actually I was stressed. I tot a lot of nonsense, rubbish..y y y??? I keep asking myself y my mind will be that busy thinking of rubbish, SHIT ?? Shudn't I send out the message? Frankly speaking, I was regret..but I have no right to change the thing since it is a fact!!!!! I have to be more braver and face it...
Forget u is impossible for me but the feel to u, will do....U r my good buddy that I hope we can hang out and watch movie in future..promise to me that dun do anytin that betray ur religion, trust to ur god n he is the one who can lead u out frm darkness...

I am not good to u but i do hope that u could find someone which is not that troublesome as me...bless u~~ and remember wat u have promised and make it...I will be more happy if u get bac with the one u really love with...

Bless u..oweys the one who care u here...

怎么了？？

黎贤杰，最近的你怎么了？？怎么变得那么沮丧？那么担忧？你在担忧什么？你对他的信任去了哪里？

最近的我真的非常非常的担忧，少见你一面就胡思乱想。。我也不想这样，但头脑就不听使唤，怎么办？？我也知道你累了，要休息了。。你知道吗，每当我听到你说到他人的名字，我的心是那么的不开心，但我告诉我自己，信任就是彼此间最不可缺少的，所以我相信。。我很努力的去信任你，真的。。我正在努力。。。时间，或许就是最好的证明。。

你的生活圈子我当然无能去管制，因为你需要自由，我也慢慢的放开。。。我也回到了我的生活。。。也许这是我对你的任性，让你担忧，让你烦。。。坦白说，对你的爱，越来越摸糊了。。。我不懂路还有多遥远，我也不敢去想，只要每一秒还是与你同步就心满意足~~就因为我要你感受到100%的安全感，让你放心，所以在动作上我是那么的在乎你的感受。。。但我没强逼你要如此，因为这是我心甘情愿。。。

我希望世界是公平的，你需要你自由，我也需要我自由。。。我们的互相礼让可能能带给大家开心及快乐 ^^

记得，如果你累了，要休息了，请跟我说。。。我会永远支持你~~

心中的话。。。

最近总算差不多忙完了老板委任的proposal。好累啊！哈哈！！学到好多东西。朋友们，还有19天我们就离开岗位回到学生生涯了。。。哈哈哈！！

最近不懂心中有很多莫名的担忧及焦虑。。。未来对我来说越来越模糊。。我知道每个人无论在任何时间都需要自己的自由及私人空间。。我懂！就因为我是这种人。。。但。。。。哈哈哈！！不懂为什么我会变得如此。。回来吧，贤杰！！

相信就是最好的选择。。。我会尝试不去思考，让自己活得更开心点。。哈哈！！

好想去走走。。。散散心。。。

相信~~

SuPPorts

Recently is busy with one of my company projects, which all about motor sports...really challenging me and i m willing to take the challenge as i noe it brings me to the nex level of knowledge...

I am a person who kinda selfish in a relationship where i believe everyone is so....i dun like to share with people...i will easily get offended...seriously, it will make me gone insane...

I hope Promise is the thing that can make me relief....promise is not about shit, it is bot the trustfulness between each other...i jz promise wont come to me as worse again which i ady had it before...thanks...

Dayss....days....day

Day by day, Dave Chet is going broke...finish digging the well as initially it was fulled...To be announced dat he is broke..hahahahaha..(sounds unbelievable that Dave Chet will broke but it's true)...

hahahahaha...mum was saying u spent a lot, so cut dwn my pocket money... T.T

Recently a fren of mine asking me a question, regarding relationship...A lover will never get satisfied with wat he/she has with his/her partner; but he/she will satisfy with wat his/her frens have...tis is the comments frm me to her...

really hope everything is fine~~i m getting tired....sleep...Zzz

Broke...

Today used up my last 2 pieces of "blue note" to get something which i think is worth for...hehe...

Something that can make me hapi even though i used up the money to get it...

This month, i have to use money wisely if not all money will be gone jz in a flash...

finally came out with the proposal for one of the project...yeah!! but tired~~ nid to rest well then...

hopefully the thing will bring me hapi and bring me joy...i love it!!

2012 ??

Everyone scares where doomsday will happen in the future soon....

but for me, the day is actually getting nearer and nearer...making me be all adrift...Nevertheless, i am getting well prepared for the day to come...

I just make myself not to think of the day to come but it is hard that human being is constitutionally to think every moment, every second...

It's hard ...it's hard ...it's hard ...I will miss the things...miss the world...miss the people around...wat can I do nw???

Can I just say I LOVE U ?? the world is so beautiful...let us do something while it is not too late...

I wish i could enjoy the days very well~~~~~

unaddressed letter....

The letter is actually addressed to u~~

Finally, the day has come to me and I have to be strong and face it~~without U jz like without a part of my souls...u have taken up my souls, u brought my souls to the most happiness moments, u strengthened my souls....and U actually occupied my souls and tell me wat am i going to do everyday..BUT NOW~~~souls disperse, flesh perishes~~

It's late at night and I can't sleep, i was missing you just runs too deep in my undefiled heart and I found out that I can't breathe thinking of your smile. Every kiss I can't forget, stuck deeply in my memories...
This aching heart ain't be broken yet, coz I m trying hard to be fine everyday as I promised...

Now, I am dumbly sitting and pray to my GOD, you know that maybe it's time for miracles, coz I ain't giving up on love, I just wanna be with you till the time as we could....BUT I know it is so hard to do when all I know is trapped inside your eyes

Stay strong and believe to ur GOD, he is bringing u to the way u shud to go...jz go ahead with wat u think it is right, remember, u r not alone...u stil have ur frens there, ur father, mother, sister and the one who wil never leave u, dat is ur GOD~~




wish u hapi oweys and I will be fine soon and after