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A buggy life that I have been through for the week, bustling about my heavy projects and assignments. Finally, I can officially announce that I let go everything that happened in the past because I know what should/should not I to treasure or appreciate when the thing is no longer belongs to me. I will not trace back whatever the hurts and tears that I had been through, because I know, I have found you~!!

Cupid has made a such great arrangement for both of us. Initially, we were just having a nodding acquaintance, chitchatting around and sharing our stories to each other. As time goes on, we found out there are some of the similarities between both of us, mutual understanding and consideration, caring and loving, and that, it makes us together. Whenever the time i feel stressed or just in a bad skin, you are the one who keep me up, motivate me and encourage me not to let off.

Every time when the moment i open up my eyes, i expect to see your face, but see nothing except an empty face. I know that there is nothing in this world that can compare to you and it makes me to feel like I am nothing without someone like you. Every time i close my eyes, I see your funny face and the way you laugh. All these pictures make me keen on seeing you and hugging you all the time.

I remember your smile, I remember the sweet words from you, as it flows through me. I remember my heart keeps pounding when we see each other, I remember every single little action from you done to me...I remember everything and it keeps flashing over and over, picture by picture appearing on my mind. I just could not let my mind sit back as those picture will appear momently on my mind.

I love you more than words can say. From the beginning until now, you have never failed in performing your "duty" and I feel secured to be with you. My heart will always belong to you. Even though, there might be lights and storms that we need to pass through all the time, but perseverance has never failed a thing that makes us to stick it out all the time for our precious love~

~The drawing is a bit "cacat", but it is from the bottom of my heart~

Muaks~!!

p/s: someone has been waiting for so long for my updates and now, here you go~ XD

对你无言

其实我真的很不开心，但有谁来安慰我？我就自己会想，想尽方法让自己活得开心点，约朋友出来玩、走走、散散心。。。开开心心过每一天。。付出了的并不是你可要求回来同等的回报~~所以，我对你的付出都是真心，但没想到很快的你另有新欢。。。绝望！原来感情可说来就来，去就去~~我还是应该向你学习啊！哈哈！！

你有没有觉得其实你身在福中不知福~~你有那么多人关心你、疼你。。。但你还不知足，爱情是真心及一心一意的对待。。。并不是等待着让对方为你默默付出~刚刚分了却很快的爱上了另一个，不用紧，我并不是小气的人，喜欢一个人是看她幸福，而不是看她寂寞一辈子。。。但很好笑的是你却告诉我这全是故事中的安排，好让我能放开你。。。但，你发觉吗？你没说的一句话都有漏洞！！！

我并没相信你告诉我的，因我知道你另有新欢是事实，我也没多说，因我没权力干涉你的生活。。。但为什么你还要把你写了的信交给我？？你是什么目的？？既然你都说了，破了的花瓶再也修补不回，但你又说你还放不下我！！很矛盾！！既然你有了新欢，为什么你还对我说你爱我？？？我真搞不懂~~一切一切都是你再控制。。。

现在，我不懂你到底是怎样~你也少了跟我联络，想必我这哥哥也只是个挂号。。。还是你需要时间。。。我也不懂。。。我也不强求什么，只希望你快快乐乐的生活。。。只奉劝你一句，若要人不知，除非己莫为~~

写给你最后的感想。。。从今以后，我在也不回想，我要快快乐乐的生活~~你如果还把我当哥哥，就跟我联络吧！！再见~珍重！！

怎么了？？

黎贤杰，最近的你怎么了？？怎么变得那么沮丧？那么担忧？你在担忧什么？你对他的信任去了哪里？

最近的我真的非常非常的担忧，少见你一面就胡思乱想。。我也不想这样，但头脑就不听使唤，怎么办？？我也知道你累了，要休息了。。你知道吗，每当我听到你说到他人的名字，我的心是那么的不开心，但我告诉我自己，信任就是彼此间最不可缺少的，所以我相信。。我很努力的去信任你，真的。。我正在努力。。。时间，或许就是最好的证明。。

你的生活圈子我当然无能去管制，因为你需要自由，我也慢慢的放开。。。我也回到了我的生活。。。也许这是我对你的任性，让你担忧，让你烦。。。坦白说，对你的爱，越来越摸糊了。。。我不懂路还有多遥远，我也不敢去想，只要每一秒还是与你同步就心满意足~~就因为我要你感受到100%的安全感，让你放心，所以在动作上我是那么的在乎你的感受。。。但我没强逼你要如此，因为这是我心甘情愿。。。

我希望世界是公平的，你需要你自由，我也需要我自由。。。我们的互相礼让可能能带给大家开心及快乐 ^^

记得，如果你累了，要休息了，请跟我说。。。我会永远支持你~~