SuNdAy, a tRuThfuL Day~

It has come to the third month for me to survive in my workplace. Now, i find it more relieved. Should I say it is a good start for me? Well, Friday is the day that i love the most because I can rest and hang out with friends, perhaps, will seek some entertainments during weekends (Everyone loves Friday as well). But for me, Sunday will be the truthful day as I will be spending my time with loved one. Though we can only meet up once a week but we can feel the warmth from each other. This makes us feel like though we are physically far apart but mentally, we are closer to each other.....

My life gets to be more cheerful ever since you have appeared in my life. I am happy of having my happiness and sadness with you all the time. Thanks for never letting me off. Every Sunday is the day that I'm longing to spend my time with you, just you and me ~ LOVES !!

! Happy Birthday !

Moving on our plan as we will be visiting a friend on this Sunday, who is lovely and cute, namely, Vev !! Yeah, she has finally grown up and today is her 22-year-old birthday. Happy birthday Vev. We are coming to you on this Sunday.

** Vev, this is the BEST pic that I could get from my pc and I think you look cute in the pic, thou~

Anyways, happy birthday and stay happy ya~ Cheers !!

tWo is BeTTer tHAn oNe~

Life is so unpredictable. Changes always come along, in big or small ways. I don't know what happened that this sudden change has turned my world upside down. I don't know exactly what it is, it just hit me. But i take it easily.


From time to time you ask me why I chose you? What is so special about you? Well, the reason is simple. I chose you because you are YOU!!! My heart longs for you. My heart longs to be warmed when i hold you in arms. Though the miles separate us, but the bond we have is far stronger. You are the very one I have spent all these years looking for. You make me smile. You make me laugh. You make me whole. I cant describe the giddy feeling I have when you are near or even when you cross my mind. Now, i have started my career and there is sometimes, I know that I drop you aside. I beg for your consideration and understanding that you are and always will be the love of my life.


Something has just turned my mood down. I am so worried about my mum's health and I hope God would protect her from being harmed. I hope everything will be fine... God bless me and my family~ I know life is full with challenges and perhaps these are the obstacles that I need to get across . With the strong will power, with the love that you give, I truly believe that there is nothing impossible for me to get across... "Challenges make improvement"...So, don't worry about me, I am doing fine as always and I will be great because I know there is someone for me to stay strong and healthy...~

工作啦！

离开校园也已经有了一段时间，很多大学的朋友们都有了自己的目标！生活上的需求也顿时因工作而改变了~好怀念当时大学一起生活的日子。。。。

每一个人对自己的生活水准有所要求，我呢，就要求工钱高的工作！哈哈！终于，让我遇上了~还蛮满意地说~不知不觉来到KL生活也有一段日子了，也开始习惯这里的一切。。。朋友都说我消瘦了一些，还真暗爽的呢~

忙碌的生活方式。。。。
早睡早起的。。。。
加班的时候。。。
搭块铁，拥挤的时候。。。

但，这。。这一切都成为生活上的一种习惯了~不习惯的是她依然不能在我身边呆着，但我深信，就有那么的一天，她一定会办到的。。。期待~~~

买了一部新手机，这手机可说是我的最佳伴侣。早上，漫长的路途中，它让我解闷，晚上的时候，想起她的时候，就渴望着她的照片，感觉就在我身边~嘻。。。

工作了，开始有了收入，所以更要好好规划。她也顿时变了我的管家婆，开始帮我管开销、费用等！虽然我们不能住在一起，当感觉上就一起生活，多么奇妙的感觉！哈哈！！每当有什么烦恼，只要有你在身边，什么烦恼都能抛开。。。谢谢你~

tHe sPARkles

Ever since you walked into my life, i have been smiling. There hasn't been a day when i have gone to sleep with a frown on my face, and it's all because of you. I appreciate and treasure you for giving me a great unforgettable day and i enjoyed so much. I m glad you came into my life and I have always wanted the love of my life to be understanding, loving, caring, faithful and most of all someone who would accept for who I am. Now,i have found the person I was looking for. Your smile, your action, your everything has melted my heart...my heart told me that you are the one whom I earnestly long for....

Listen to your singing, it touched deep into my heart...my tears dropped because I know those tears were about my happy and happiness that we have been through, how hard we strive for our relationship....as you said, the willpower will never fail both of us and it keeps telling us, there is our future in the frontage...You became my reason, my existence, my dreams and my future just by being yourself and I thank you all with my heart...

I try to put this feeling into words, but fail miserably. I have no other words to describe the way you make me feel but "I more than love you" are the words that to best describe my love, my perseverance to you. As days continue to pass, my love for you continues to mature, growing beyond the realm of my heart. Remember, though we are apart but love has connected us and making us more closer to each other. Slow down the pace, so that, I can trace it and follow you forever~~~~

~Follow the trace and you will find me~

tHru sToRMs and bACk

The first day we allowed our true feeling to come out about each other, we fell asleep in each other's arm~ I never wanted it to be morning, where we'ld go our separate way. Seriously, i enjoyed the moment very much~ I duno how to describe my feeling but all I know i dun wan them go away....

We both have been hurt in the past but am I ain't be granted a chance as i believe we we could be the one who are faithful to each other..Things are so good even though we are both shy about things, you make me feel so good and now i wear my smile on the inside and outside, because i know u're mine~

Well, i know that when something has happened, perhaps it will have no way back~ but I believe in my heart and soul that we were meant to be with one another. I think about you everyday and night. The love that i hold for you in my soul is greater than an ocean or the sky above.

All i want in my life is you and your love. We have been thru storms and back into the light over and over again, and right now we are back in the storm. Right now, all i want you to know is my love for you will never die and Let's step back into the light....

Please forgive me for all the hurt that i have caused you. I love you and i mean for the words~ Hopefully, when the day comes, i will still have you by my side and you will be the last angel face that i see.

I will be able to hold you in my arms one last time and tell you how much i love you and how much you really mean to me

I love you~

fEEling GreAt

well, today is the last day for my semester break, 2mrw onwards, i have to be working hard and hard and hard to get a good result since it is the last semester of my degree studies~

well, the most happy moment was the time i was in KL for a week plus..hanging out v friends and made my day happy and happy~ went for working part time, movie, shopping and alot to go~

kinda miss the day when we were together~ hehehe...the moment when we were together, i can feel it..though sometimes we do abnormal, but we are just in jest~ LOL...

We had great day at Madam Kwan's~ we got laughings and teasing around~ kinda miss that moment~ hope that we wil have it nex time ya~ hehe~

back to kampar and everything is same~ haha...but i think i nid to do a lot exercises to get rid of my little tummy~ hehehehe...jogging will be the way for me to lose weight~ hehe... I do miss everything, miss u, and yes we are!! everything..u muz take care of urself and mz share v me ur tears and laughs~ hehe..love u~

God...gosh...

My god, i beg on u, i dun wanna to suffer anymore with this kind of lifestyle of mine right now. It has been bleeding from day to day. When can i get rid of this fluke? le sigh~

I wan my healthy lifestyle and hope that i can eat whatever i like and sing K as well. It has been my bored day as my life lack of entertainment for these few weeks!!! If still getting worse, i would consult oral specialist~ haiz~

I jz realize that my friends, who are Jacky, Sam and Yoke Mei were beside of me whenever i needed their help. Really appreciated on what u guys have contributed~ somehow i do paiseh u guys for asking hands from u all. U all are my best frens ever. Muacks muacks muacks~

I hope to see u again but i think i oni will make it by the first week of July. I miss u alot. My mum, i love u and U too..i love u too..hahahaha~

God, i do hope and sincerely beg on u that i will get rid of this kind of lifestyle and continue with my healthy lifestyle~

Emergency case... T.T

This was the first time ever i have had in my life~ The Emergency Ward

The case started like this.....

I was in class and doing my assignments. B4 that, i knew that the stitches were ady getting loosed and the stitches would break up jz in one day. Who knows, my god! During my class still on-going, the stitches loosed and started bleeding~ damn disgusting and drink the blood!! YIAK!!!!!!

My friends, Jacky and Sam were immediately sending me to emergency hospital to be cured. My GOD!! If there was a private hospital, for sure i will not be going Kampar hospital...damn sucks!!!! Waiting from 6pm till 11pm, the doctor approached to me and told me "i will check u later on in 5 and see whether got the stitch to do suture on the wound or not"!! What it means by "see whether got the stitch to do suture or not"??? I prayed hard to my god!!!

15mins later, an assistant came to me and did suture on me. His first expression after seeing the wound inside my mouth and saying that "macam mana nak jahit ini???" OMG...this is wat i heard from the assistant~!!! I was so scared that they will worsen my wound! Eventually, he sutured for me and finally i can go bac at 12am~GOSH!!!!

Kampar is a place that really "leung"(cantonese). le sigh!!! Nex day morning i went to my dental clinic to consult to the doctor and doctor thnx god the pus puff has ady decreased and hopefully will be gone in these couple of days..

Pray hard to my god!! U hear me and i beg from u i wan my healthy life and enjoy my life wisely!!

I will be going bac my hmtwn to meet my family..damn missing them~ hehee

suffering week... T.T

Just started the new semester of my University life, it has ady burdened me and made me feel getting to give up~

Many assignments as my group is the first presenter for 2 subjects, next will be the Final Year Project and PR campaign. Everything comes in short while and we have not yet got prepared for the new semester. T.T

The most suffering is the toothache! It really makes me more suffers rather than those load of assignments. Consulted doctor and doctor made a hole on my infected tooth and saying that i have to undergo root canal as the root of that tooth is literally infected. So, i by with his statement as to undergo root canal. Who knows, next day, the upper part of my mouth getting swollen and with pus liquid inside. GOSH!!! Never had this experience b4~ disgusting~!!

Then doctor did operation on the infected part and took out the pus~! gosh! damn disgusting and it was a damn big puff~ Next day when i was sleeping soundly (4am), suddenly the wound was cleaved and non-stop bleeding!!!! WHAT THE HECK !! From the early 4am, the blood was non-stop bleeding till 11am where the time i consulted the doctor. Doctor sutured on the wound and nw getting better. BUT, hard to munch and eat T.T

God, i hope to get well soon and get rid of these flukes!! I wan my happy life and fully enjoy my life while i am still alive~thnx~

I miss u T.T it is to be good if u were by my side ^^

答应不爱你。。。

最近，经常跟朋友出去，就是不想一个人在家胡思乱想。。。不要去想不应该想的东西，因为它已不再属于我的了。。一切都已成往事了。。。只能收在记忆里，慢慢的回忆过去~~

答应了我自己，无论如何，一定要放下这段感情，谈何容易？？我本以为自己可以那么潇洒，但最后我还是偷偷的想你了。。。

终于，离开KL的时间也步入接近了。。。我想离开了这里，我会比较好吧？哈哈

最近不懂为什么头总是那么痛，难道有复发了？？omg！！

你要好好招股自己，我走了记得要联络我哦！！hehe。。。

保重吧！！

countdown~~

Yeah!! counting down my last 6 days for my internship, then will leave this place and back to my Uni life....

Being loved is kind of happiness thing in the world...but at the same time got 2 person love you is the most happiness thing in the world....but for me, i just want someone to care me and love me..that's all..i dun require for 2 or even more lovers to love me...without me, u still got others....hehe...happy life with the one u love, dun betray your relationship...i am here bless u and ur lover... ^^

最近听了一首歌曲，非常触进我心，“我真的想放弃你” 及 “答应不爱你”。。。我是想放弃这段感情，因它再也不属于我的了。。。但我做不到，因心中有你。。你能阻止一切，但你不能阻止我对你的爱。。可能吧，时间能冲淡一切。。。就让时间去证实一切。。。

答应不爱你，说的容易，但有谁是真的能做到？？明明爱恨清晰，却要结束分离~~爱一个人真难。。。如果你是爱她的，在多的困难都能一起走过。。。。但却放弃了。。我答应不爱你，就让时间去冲淡我对你的爱

爱情不能勉强，免强没幸福。。。真的希望当不了情侣至少当朋友，最亲的朋友，不离不弃的朋友~~

最后，生日就在星期一，生日愿望很简单，和我想要的人一起庆祝生日。。。

祝我生日快乐~~happy birthday to myself...就如我所说，我还是一个人过生日~~