~Move. Groove. Smooth~

Have you ever thought of that your life would be smooth as what you've expected always? No, it is impossible. As we all know, life is uneasy and you would never get to expect what would happen next !


Upon the time I was studying at university, life was so uneasy but I got used to it. Though those days were so tough to me but I loved my Uni life because it was so happening and exciting. Looking at those photos taken, it recalls my memories~ It is a good thing that you are able to get a bunch of friends to hang out with and chit-chat around or do some crazy stuffs that you would never expect or even get to plan it well. Now, everyone has left each other and step into the reality to pursue their own dream~Same goes to me as I have been attached with an International company for nearly about a year. 


Now, no more Uni life but I have to get back to reality and strive for my career, for a better future. Life will never be easy but if we plan well, everything will be going smoothly. Most importantly, motivation which comes along with groove will definitely make myself to take my initiative in achieving my goal and this will then make everything moves smoothly. I have been working hard to make sure i would be able to achieve my life goal for a better future. Today, I am indeed happy that all of my hard-work is being paid off. I would like to express my gratitude to my boss and colleagues, thanks for their unselfishly guides and assistance. I learned a lot during these few months i came along, not only the work experience but also for my life experience. With the motivation, groove that i possess, I am sure I will be performing well next time. Of cause, I have my great time at work too because I've found a great boss and friendly colleagues. This is a kind of motivation to make me to be more committed to my work~

As expert says, Gratitude is not just a “feel good” emotion when it comes to organizational life. It can benefit an organization in many ways. When an employee believes his or her superiors are grateful for his or her work, the employee will benefit by having an improved sense of worth to the organization. This improved sense of worth can lead to performance improvement, thereby benefiting the organization. Thus, it will bring out in the sense of motivating people to put more effort and committed to their work. This will then eventually make things run smoothly because Grateful individuals report higher levels of life satisfaction and optimism and greater energy and connections with other people. Grateful people enjoying these types of positive outcomes from their acts of gratitude would seem to make for productive and happy people within an organization.

hereby I quote from James Dean that 
           “Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.”


**Always feel thankful and grateful for everything no matter you are contributing or others are contributing~

一双坚强的脚！

感情的东西，可说是很主观的。每个人看待一段感情的方式都不一样~

有些人看待感情就是以最基本的“人性需求”来衡量；有车，有房，有钱！
但是，有些人看待感情是以最基本的“人性要求“来衡量；专一，浪漫，容忍！

这就是“需求”和“要求”的差异~那你是怎么看待一段感情呢？

人生可说是有苦也有乐，不能说一切事事顺心；在感情上也是一样的。很多时候，它并不是你想象中的那么完美，当然，就是要在不完美中，你才能发现到他的完美之处。

记得你对我说：
        “  一段感情并不在乎的是你穿多少，而是我让你温暖多少；
           一段感情并不在乎的是你吃多少，而是我们能否一起熬过；
           一段感情并不在乎的是你哭多少，而是我让你笑了几次； ”

当时的我听了，顿时就觉得我身在福中不知福~很多时候，我以为的，并不是你想象；，你要的，并不是我所给予的~但我知道，我们都为大家而努力。很想告诉你，谢谢你，我爱你！！我知道你都会永远陪着我。

一段感情在乎的不是有没有车，而是有没有陪你坐下去人生路的一双坚强的脚！

nOt a fUll sTOp, bUt a DOT...

It's more of a recount of what I had gone through during my graduation day. I wrote it in my blog as to record this memorable event. I hope this would be the great memories that I had throughout my 3 years of studies.


The thousands of applause from the students rocked the hall when the guest of honor entered. Everyone was so excited and awaiting patiently for the conferment of degrees. First of the agenda was to sing Negaraku and everyone stood up steadily to show the utmost respect to the country. Next would be the speech given by President and Guest of Honour. Yeah!, now, (phewwww) it has come to the conferment of Degrees. Graduants were waiting eagerly for their turn to go onto the stage to receive their scroll from Guest of Honour. Finally, it came to my turn to receive the scroll from Guest of Honour. Hereby, it reminded me that I have finally made it for my Degree course, which it is not a full stop of my life but it is a Dot; A dot which is a symbol of multiplication.

Think back of the past three years, it turned my life upside down. The gang was so crazy and happening that we would travel not only the state itself but as well as other state. I have had my sweet, bitter, sour and spicy of my life experiences during my Uni life in Kampar. I have grown up throughout the years in the sense of matured thinking, the way to manage a task and time management. I understand that graduation is only a concept. In real life every day you graduate.  Graduation is a process that goes on  until the last day of your life.  If you can grasp that, you'll make a difference.


Members of CHESSY (Chet, Hongrui, Elaine, Samantha, Sam, Yokemei), when are we going to have reunion?? The PR5 members, we all must do well and succeed in our life! I will not forget each of everyone in PR5, because these are the greatest memories in my Uni life~~~Folks, once we have that Degree in hand, what will it mean for us? Some of us might hang it on the wall of our offices, others might store in in a bin in the basement. But for me, I know it means that we'll certainly list ourselves as Uni graduates on our resumes who is willing to put time and effort into bettering oneself, because by bettering himself/herself, he/she improves conditions for others, and by improving conditions for others, he/she improves the world. So, good luck on job market!!!

That's where our journey has to start: right with the person you see in the mirror. The person you have to live with every day. Without your belief in yourself, you'll never know how far you can get. Have you ever encouraged a friend to go after their dreams, and were frustrated with them when they had so many self-doubts? Well, we can't let ourselves have those same self-doubts either. That's what the Degree represents the fruition of our belief in ourselves.

thINgs leFT unSaiD...

Time is moving fast and now it is in the beginning of March~well, this will be a busy month to me as load of assignments and FYP need to be rushed like hell~ woot~!!!

Well, I could not sleep for the night and stayed up late by doing my FYP. Nothing much progress as I was dreaming of you~ I keep my mind thinking of you, your shadow would not be shaded off... I find myself to be working hard as to retrieve what shud I belong but u seem like do not want to talk or even think about it~ i feel so helpless...

I went out to have my very first time breakfast at 4am~ cool man, this was really great coz it's my first time to be having breakfast in such an early morning and enjoyed it very much with 2 friends (Qzen and Faruq)~ well, all we did were chit-chatting and gossiping ppl around us~ it was so interesting and enjoying~ shud we hang out again nex time~ LOL

Reached home at about 6am smtin and watching my hosting event. It really made my day as i was non-stop laughing when watching over and over again~ it was so cool and i shud feel glad on that coz we (with my partner, Lee Lay Chen) did a huge success in the event!!

A friend of mine was telling me that "if I'm becoming a part of your stress and pressure, then u better let it go as i never wanna see u suffer" and, actually, i do agree with that statement. If you love your lover, u shud not be so self-centered as to regulate him or predominate him from doing your favor. Perhaps, i shud let you go and you would feel better after and that...

My life is starting to become so different even if my days seem the same. And I must confess that it's you who has changed my outlook. You have opened my eyes to some amazing new possibilities. I will forever be filled with a new sense of wonder and joy because you have shared yourself with me. All the things that i told you about how i felt and how you make me feel were true. Nothing else mattered to me except hearing the laughter in your voice when you were happy. You made my days easy to get through and my night at peace, looking forward to another day even though distance separates us just being was enough.

Distant love will oweys be the factor that triggers one's relationship to be insecure. Well, trust and belief to one and another will be the main elements as to ensure the relationship is long last~ I shud keep everything back into my mind and back to what my life was as previous time~ I shud do well in my study and u too, bless u everything and all the best~!!!

来不及。。。

原来放开是需要很大的勇气，我真的败给了勇气~我还是惦记着她，无时无刻的想念着她~我真的很爱她~我为你作出、付出难道不值得换来一次的机会吗？？难道我做错的是那么大罪吗？我不懂。。。我只知道，此时此刻的我都无私的挂念着你，你知道吗？

今天，突然听到了一首歌， 罗忆诗的“来不及”， 我本来以为我已慢慢习惯一个人的时候，一个人的寂寞，一个人的生活，但结果告诉我，我还是不能。。。歌词里的每一句就是我想对你说的一言一语~

习惯一个人静静想你

想你现在在哪里

想你会为谁担心

想你是否已忘记

忘记那段爱情

忘记那颗泪滴

忘记了所有不该忘的回忆

我来不及将你的手紧紧握着

对你说我只想要我们能快乐

曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么

怎么我微笑着 心却是痛的

我来不及将记忆中的你消除了

我明白错过的从此难以复合

如果眼泪能够证明我是爱你的

那么重新选择是不是来不及了

忘记那段爱情忘记那颗泪滴

忘记了所有不该忘的回忆

我来不及将你的手紧紧握着

对你说我只想要我们能快乐

曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么

怎么我微笑着 心却是痛的

我来不及将记忆中的你消除了

我明白错过的从此难以复合

如果眼泪能够证明我是爱你的

那么重新选择是不是来不及了

我来不及将你的手紧紧握着

对你说我只想要我们能快乐

曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么

怎么我微笑 着心却是痛的

我来不及将记忆中的你消除了

我明白错过的从此难以复合

如果眼泪能够证明我是爱你的

那么重新选择是不是来不及了

我还是来不及了

对你的冷静期，难道就是结束一段感情的意思吗？难道我们这次的挫折就没有挽回的余地？？我不知道我应该怎样做，我很乱。。。我的心也无可得痛，这痛是告诉我。。原来我是真的很爱你~我到现在还是不能忘记你，放弃你。。。。

表面显得若无其事的我，但到了夜深寂静的时候，我的眼泪就不听话的流了出来。。。。我压抑着自己的情绪，因为我知道，我不要让大家看到我的伤心。。。我希望一切可以从来~

我期待、我盼望。。。。

the DAY is coming...

well, it has come to the middle of the February...a day that which is the most memorable to me...a friend of mine told me, it needs not to be a special coz everyday is also a memorable day...but as for me, this day is the day that it is my first time...my valentine's day~ LOL

well, i m so awaiting for the day to come and celeb v the loved one...it means a lot to me as i m so eager on how would it feel?? excited??happy?? LOL...those feelings emanate from the bottom of my heart!!

Well, i hope that day will be my happiest day and most memorable day...I dare not to expect what might be happening on the day, but all what i've expected is that, i will fully enjoy the day with my loved one...bur i know that, sometimes, the end is not as what i've expected....so, dont expect so much and accept what it might be going on~

I think i will get slim for the day coming as i think i will be having Quacker all the time...hahahaha~ it is a good thing that i can save up to get my loved perfume, Aqua De Gio, 100ml...i will get you in one day~!!!!!!

无奈~

昨晚，赶完show之后，就约了好友去了怡保吃宵夜，就有位朋友谈到说最近他和女友都有些争执，就是为了一些简单的事情而吵了吵。。。。

很多时候，当我们在一段爱情中就会有角色的分配。。男的永远是主动性，女的永远是被动性？是这样的吗？难道感情不是不分彼此吗？难道不是说当对方有难或不开心时，任何一方就要采取行动去安慰/安抚对方吗？感情不是双方吗？那如果是这样，倒不如单身更好？哈哈！

当一方正在忙的时候，那你有想过另一方都在等着你吗？那你又知道，每次打电话给你时，他是多么想听多几分钟你的声音吗？一句话“我很忙” 就是一个很好的借口吗？时间是自己安排的，发疯短讯，通个电话难道就那么难？那么的浪费你很忙又宝贵的时间吗？

说过的也说过了，讲过的也讲过了。。。再重复的话也只会让感情更有很大的起伏~忍耐永远是感情之间的解药~我们是人类，我们是有血有肉的人，我们需要人关怀，这无论是男是女~再刚强的男生也会遇到挫折，再刚强的男人也有软弱的一面，那当事情发生时，谁来关怀？她会通个电话给你问你，你今天怎样吗？

好啦~！其实感情是双方的，我们要知道，我们都需要大家，而不是永远只有一个采取行动，另一个只是享受，再怎么主动性也好也会有累的一天~

好啦~今天也会到家了，新年要到了，我要开开心心~一切都抛到脑后~！bless me~ ^^

nEw YeaR 2011~

Yeah! It has come to the new year of the century which is fallen in 2011. Retrospect to the past that I had done, feeling myself getting more physically and mentally matured! Great experiences i have gone through~ 2010 was the year for me that filled with tears and cheers... Tears did make me grow, cheers did make me smile~

Well, now, it is 2011, what i hope for that is I can complete my Degree studies where i am supposed to be graduating in May 2011~!! Working life are coming to me as my studying life going to end jz in few months later~ New wishes from me in the year are that I hope that i can be with u for a longer time though we r facing for the distant love prob, but we can make it with a word "TRUST"... Next, i hope i can get a better achievement in my hosting fields. I promise myself i have to be dare for it in any function, take it as the fresh experience and once i have got it, sure I can have a better experience in the later time~

So folks, happy new year and have a great year ahead!!!!

Make your life meaningful and be cheers all the time!!!

Thanks!!

Yesterday was my big day...yeah!! celebrated with 2 persons and had a big cakes, my favorite Secret Recipe Marble Cheese cake...yeah!! Thanks Kenny Wee...muaks!!

Second is Mr. Jeremy, my keong friend...knowing you just a about few days ago...hahaha!! but u are nice....willing to celebrate with me...thanks wor...hehe...



And hereby to thanks Yee Yoke Mei, Jacky Lee, Sam Lee Lay Chen, Kenneth Lee Hui Keat for celebrating my birthday in advance at Kaki Corner...thanks a lot!! muaks!! hehehe

yeah,,though cant celeb v u on the day on my bday but i got celebrated v u..at least u came for it and thanks to u wor....hehehe...really happy though just in a short time...but, thanks....
Take care

bIg sACriFiCe

It was a really BIG SACRIFICE to Eric, my class rept since he had sit up for 3 nights because of doing an assignment. But not only tis sacrifice he suffered, one thing was happened tis morning when going to presentation for our LAST assignment, Multimedia Tools. Tis is a really big sacrifice what i mentioned early.....wat was the big sacrifice?? take a look at the pic below------>>

poor Eric...kesian...hope u can use it bac aftr glue or go and get new one...

and lastly, special thanks to the group members Goh, Elaine, Eric and Xin Yi for "rushing" the assignments and did good job in it...muaks~~haha!!! (hope to dun reject it)

世界变了，人心也变了。。。

地球不眠不休的转动引致了整个世界的变化，世界的变化引致了全人心的变动。。。

人们会因为生存而做出很大的改变，不管在任何一个年龄岁数，人都会依据自己的适应能力而做出改变。。。

突然觉得整个世界都变假了，假了。。。假的是世界的变化，把人心也慢慢的磨损至假了。。。对待的方式也假了，说话的方式也假了。。为什么？？

当踏进一个陌生的城市时，人总是抱着新鲜的一面去面对这陌生的城市，可以说是虚心的一面吧？去深深的感受、了解这城市。但一旦了解了这整个城市的构造、运作，人们就开始去破坏、涂鸦甚至离开了这城市。。是他们觉得这城市给不到他们新鲜感还是没有利用价值了？？

但他们从没想过，当他们刚踏进这城市时，是它给他们温暖、安全的寄居所，让他们不觉得孤单。。。

人心就是如此，当发现另一个城市更能给到他们的所需时，就会做出不同的变动，到了另一个地方去生存。。。他们是否有想过在城市中与认识的人一起的喜怒哀乐？？有吗？？他们还会带着感恩之心回来吗？还是喜新忘旧？？

人啊！请爱惜你拥有的一切，不管过去或未来，我们都要带着感恩的心，去感恩曾经为我们付出的一切，这样我们才会找到快乐。。。。

祝福你们。。。

其实是世界在变?还是人心在变？

还是大家都没在改变？？

困惑的思绪。。。。

这城市是否你们所感受的那么不新鲜，带给人们不方便的一个寂静城市？？

我的小妹，YYM，and my kai bro, Kenny..期待槟城之旅。。一起去探索新的城市。。