my eNjoYable tRIp

yeah, finally my holiday is here and i ady start to enjoy my holidays usefully..i wan fully utilize my holidays...

After coming back from Kampar, my first trip was going to Penang...Me was taking bus to Penang alone to find my Kai Sai Mui, Yoke Mei and her hubby, SooHai..hehe...they were my best companion as I was at Penang for 2 days 1 night..hehehe..

I was departing at 11am from the Terminal Bus Sahab Perdana, the damn f**king off thing was the bus. The bus was waiting for people to ride on then oni departs..it had taken up 30 mins to wait for the passengers..haiz...damn..i was so so frustrated since i ady promised to reach at Pg at 12pm so that our plan will run smoothly...gosh!! Bus departed at 11.45am and reached at Pg at 12.45pm...gosh!! ady late and the plan changed...Initially was Sing K--> movie --> Seafood cuisine...but changed to movie then Seafood cuisine..hehee

Met up with YYM and SooHai, we headed on to Queensbay Mall to take our lunch..yeah!! Then movie..after that Seafood cuisine as dinner...hahahaa...

my kai sai mui, YYM and her hubby, Mr.Sea

Gree vege v scallop..wow!!

Butter sourced shrimps

Pork with Salted duck egg

pepper crab

Hereby, i would like to thanks Kenny's fren, Ching adn his gf, who r willing to let me sleep over at their house for a night..haha..Thanks Ching wor..nex time when go Pg, ask kenny treats u and ur gf as rewards ya..lolz..because he is my bro, claim from my bro..hahaha

Nex morning, Ching's gf dropped me at komtar and gosh, it was still early (8am) and every shop still not yet operated...I walked around while waiting for my kai sai mui and her hubby...i went in market and i found out a lot of interesting things...wow...since i have long time din step in the market and the feel was fresh...haha! really "sam pat"..i saw the sellers/hawkers were hard-selling their products, vege, meats etc...interesting , happening and fun..haha..and i went in a kopitiam and the coffee is damn nice...not bad!! can have it a try on my next trip..hahaa...

nice coffee ^^

the Buddhist monks are begging alms from the public ^^

the most happening place, the market, nearby Penang Road...wow!!

As a conclusion, i feel i was really enjoying the trip and feel very happy..thanks to my kai sai mui and her hubby, Mr, Sea (SooHai)..haha!!

my nex plan -->> Taiping !! yeah~~!!

对不起！我不会再傻傻的等你了.....谢谢你的不珍惜，让我学会了放弃。。。

recently i saw a post on facebook and found out it is very meaningful as to describe my circumstances..and i would like to share with those also facing the same condition as mine...plz read the words and feel it.. ^^

对不起！我不会再傻傻的等你了.....谢谢你的不珍惜

， 让我学会了放弃。。。。。

对不起，我不再等你了
我在也不会发只有“在干嘛”的三字的短信了，不会在打扰你的 生活了

对不起，我不再等你了
我不会在早上醒来看看手机，有没有你发的信息

对不起，我不再等你了
你的facebook少了我脚印，因为我不在意你的一举一动 了

对不起，我不再等你了
不会再翻着你发给我的短信，因为已经全部删掉了

对不起，我不再等你了
我不会在睡前紧握手机只为等你那一句晚安

对不起，我不再等你了
我不会再翻着关于你的照片，不再在意你现在过得好不好

对不起，我不再等你了
我不再在意现在的你有没有闹脾气

对不起，我不再等你了
不再因为你情绪影响到我

对不起，我不再等你了
我不会打电话给你，只想告诉你，我很想你。

对不起，我不再等你了
不会因为你一句话，死心踏地去做某事。

对不起，我不再等你了
看到你闪亮的facebook头像，不会再徘徊是否要say hi

对不起，我不再等你了
看到手机里，你的名字，不会再犹豫是否要删掉

对不起，我不再等你了
想起过去的点滴，我会适可而止，不会再偷偷落泪

对不起，我不再等你了
不管你和他是合是离，都与我无关

对不起，我不再等你了
在街上看见你不是一个人，我也不会委屈自己绕道

对不起，我不再等你了
看到你的讯息，我不会再放下手边的事情，只为不要让你等太久

对不起，我不再等你了
一份需要徘徊的爱情，是不会长久的

对不起，我不再等你了
我现在才知道，回忆始终是回忆，我不会给你第二次的放弃我的 机会

对不起，我不再等你了
我不会让你打扰我现在的生活

对不起，我不再等你了
即使在孤单的时候，有一个朋友在身边就够了。

若生命只到这里，从此没有我 .......

yea...waiting for a stupid relationship, then u r really an idiot since people ady given up on the relationship!

Yeah is u!! be matured and think back of ur family who has put effort in u and u hurt them badly! WTH to u!!ur family does feel sad and disappointed on ur actions!! thinks of ur beloved, they are the only one who will care u and love u whole of their life...

Thanks to Kenny Wee

Yea, yesterday went to "Dong Hoi" Restaurant which located at Kampar, a very standard seafood restaurant to have dinner...yeah, 2 persons cost about rm 50++..not really expensive la..hahaha

but the stuffs there some okok and some are really nice...yummy yummy...overall for me is quite nice and we were really stuffed...

yummy yummy..thanks to kenny wee wor...nex time bring u other place to eat...hehehe...

Salad shrimps with watermelon and honeymelon beneath~nice..yummy

kang kung~~belacan..nice oso

shark fin...expensive leh...but nice oso

"kam fong" fish with asam...okok only..hahaha

Awaiting for the next trip...Next station--> Penang..hahaha

I hAte U

Yeah, the due date is just around the corner which is on 26th April 2010...and the progress is already 80% done...yeah!! final part of my report~~

I hate u...i hate u..yeah, it's u, the weather~~!!!! so hot here and making me keep sweating....bath for 6 times per day but still sweating...!!!!!!!!!!! but nevermind, i m almost getting my report done and i m going to leave u soon..hahahaha!!!! back homtwn can sleep in my air-cond room..yeah!!! like it so much...hahaha

Last 2 days, a fren of mine from Pg was coming to Kampar for a show and ask me as his companion to play around Ipoh...had fun..yeah!!

Then today till Sunday, thanks to my Kai Gor, Kenny Wee, for taking his time to kampar to hunt food and play around...i will rush my report and get it done...so that we can hang out around ipoh..hahaha

Report....i wan to finish u by tomorrow!! yeah! i mean it....

Gambateh!! work work work!!

对你无言

其实我真的很不开心，但有谁来安慰我？我就自己会想，想尽方法让自己活得开心点，约朋友出来玩、走走、散散心。。。开开心心过每一天。。付出了的并不是你可要求回来同等的回报~~所以，我对你的付出都是真心，但没想到很快的你另有新欢。。。绝望！原来感情可说来就来，去就去~~我还是应该向你学习啊！哈哈！！

你有没有觉得其实你身在福中不知福~~你有那么多人关心你、疼你。。。但你还不知足，爱情是真心及一心一意的对待。。。并不是等待着让对方为你默默付出~刚刚分了却很快的爱上了另一个，不用紧，我并不是小气的人，喜欢一个人是看她幸福，而不是看她寂寞一辈子。。。但很好笑的是你却告诉我这全是故事中的安排，好让我能放开你。。。但，你发觉吗？你没说的一句话都有漏洞！！！

我并没相信你告诉我的，因我知道你另有新欢是事实，我也没多说，因我没权力干涉你的生活。。。但为什么你还要把你写了的信交给我？？你是什么目的？？既然你都说了，破了的花瓶再也修补不回，但你又说你还放不下我！！很矛盾！！既然你有了新欢，为什么你还对我说你爱我？？？我真搞不懂~~一切一切都是你再控制。。。

现在，我不懂你到底是怎样~你也少了跟我联络，想必我这哥哥也只是个挂号。。。还是你需要时间。。。我也不懂。。。我也不强求什么，只希望你快快乐乐的生活。。。只奉劝你一句，若要人不知，除非己莫为~~

写给你最后的感想。。。从今以后，我在也不回想，我要快快乐乐的生活~~你如果还把我当哥哥，就跟我联络吧！！再见~珍重！！

bAck AgaIn at kAmpaR

Yeah, finally life at kampr...nothing much change over here but the number of residents here increases tremendously...my god!! jam jam jam!!

Thanks for a friend of mine, Gary Loh Shan Hua, for taking up his precious time to play and hunt for nice stuff in Ipoh..yeah...after his show, we went Ipoh to eat "Nga Coi Kai"..then nex day dinner at my kai ma there, having "dong po rou"..yeah!! luckily he likes it very much...and i m satisfied as i m the tour guide for him..hahahaa

Then, 2nite, steamboat night at Grand Kampar Hotel...nice...RM 10 per person...damn worth and full...long time din sit, play , hang out and eat together ady.... Sam, Yoke Mei, Jacky and I were having a splendid and wonderful dinner at Grand Kampar Hotel..hehehe

Yeah...long time really din have this kind of feeling....now i really unleash...wont think back about the past...as ppl say, let by gones be by gones...let's everything happens naturally...we cant control or even manage the way it shud be...it wil make us more suffer..hahaha

Yeah, gota finish my final report..after will move back to my hometown and having my holidays...Alor Star, i come to u soon...and my frens there, ready wor...i will call u guys to hang out once i m there..hahha

happy life and i hope i will continuously happy for the days to come....hehehehehe...

Fully utilized day!!

yeah, what a fully utilized day i had on yesterday...making a lot of fun to me...morning woke up then packing my luggage..damn, just knew that i have load of things need to be brought over kampar...hahaha...dont know sam's care whether can fit in or not...lolz...

Then a friend coming and help me carried the luggage to put in his car....he is Giornus...lolz....yeah...thank u so muc... muaks...lolz...hahahaha....then we went to sing K...yeah...happy day and i was enjoying very much since i din sing K for ady 3 months....haha...

Thanks to Giornus for willing to spend his day for my last day at KL....and I duno when i am going to back to KL again...but will miss everyone here...

Leaving the place may be can ease the pain of my heart..hahaha..a new life gonna start...new sem and new year...guess will be very busy life then...Yesterday night, got a friend called me and tell me will drive over to find me and stay my place for 2 nights..yeah!! happy to hear that...lolz...

Thanks...muaks...

Bye bye!!

Bye Bye KL...finally i had done v my internship for the last 3 months....while the internship life in KL, it inspired me a lot..i have grown up within these short 3 months...things getting my mindset to be matured and rational...

Yeah, going to leave KL by tomorrow which is on Tuesday morning, then will stay at kampar for about a week then will off back to hometown, a shelter where warms me always~ I miss u Mum, I love u..i am coming back soon...hahahahaha~~

Thanks to u...at first, after reading the letter, i was wondering why the necklace is not inside...haiz...i actually feel sad...coz i say, i cant bring one thing back from u as a gift for me...well, is fine, take it and present to someone u love...i think so that u dun have to waste money and get him a thing again...use this necklace to present to him la.. ^^ seriously, i do care about that..y dun u present me? y? y? i really need something from u so that i can bring it back...it is doing nothing to what u have tot...i know everything is over, and i just want it to make me always remember there is a someone actually i still care for...i hope....soli for my selfishness...

Well, 2nite will be sleeping over at my kai sai mui house, Yoke Mei, at Cheras. Yeah...last night at KL, think wont be back to KL again le except got any events or want to meet some old friends...

Bye Bye KL and i m gonna miss u again...hahahahahaha!! Thanks for my friends to accompanying me from day to night...hahaha...happy v u all guys!! yeah!!

Gonna take my trip and back to the place where i belong to~~

yeah!

Counting down my last day of my internship life~ after that will be going back to kampar and start my study life... CHESSY, we gonna meet up and yum cha again....yeah!!!

Yeah, guess wat, leaving here might be one of the happy thing for me coz i am leaving the place that is no longer belongs to me...haha...a place where given me a lot of memories...yeah!! Makes me grown up and think more especially in a relationship...

May be u have found ur one and he can take care of u...yeah!! hehe...happy wor to hear from that...anyhow, do take care of urself...

haha..thanks for last night, really warm me up with the actions...but i know wat u trying to say and i think i respect u..hahaha...anyhow, we still friends...yeah!!!

Finally, the weekend is here....i wish i can have a wonderful weekend before leaving the place and take care my all friends... Chloe, do take care of urself, anything can sms me or call me...i m willing to hear from u but u know what i want as feedback??? a meal..yeah!!hahahahaa

New dAy, nEw LifE...

Today is a brand new day for me and 2 more days i leave the place, the place that does not belong to me...yeah!!

Recently knowing 4 new friends, they are Stanley, Ken, Jeremy and Zhi. They accompanied me these few days and i was really happy with that. Thanks guys...yeah!! Without u all, i duno how my days were gonna be...hehe

Yea, just a few days knowing u but u inspired me and gave me the strength...seriously u've brightened up my life...thanks ya dude...appreciate wat u have contributed...

Recently happened many things on me...argh!!! haha...funny thing was if u are going to lie on me, y dont u lie me thoroughly?? y u wan to tell me actually u are creating story?? bullshit...hahaha...funny yeah! but watever it is, no more harmful or important to me.. ^^ coz i ady died heart on the relationship as u said u ady given up since long time ago...haha!! but thanks to u too coz at least i know one thing is u got ur own future and i shud not block it...haha..thanks wor..!! But dont worry, i am going back kampar soon, so i think u wont see me this shit man anymore..just hope that in future later, we still can hang out together and chit chat again...argh, now i need some time to relax myself and get back to my life..u too...bless u wor.. ^^ frankly, from the day we were separated till now, i never thought of angry of u or even hate u...yeah!! this is my personality, i wont angry people but i will bless him.. ^^

Yeah, now is u..y u keep silent? if u got thing wanna let me know, jz talk to me..asking u questions, u just diam diam...yesterday i tot is the time for u to voice out but u din...aiya...nevermind, tis saturday gonna movie..yeah!! watch movie with u..hahaha...

Hope that the day will come and i am willing to wait for the day u say something to me...i know u got something to tell me but u....aiya~~!! awaiting u ya...

Last thing is to thank my kai gor, Kenny Wee, thanks for accompanying me and happy with u too,,,muaks...!!

答应不爱你。。。

最近，经常跟朋友出去，就是不想一个人在家胡思乱想。。。不要去想不应该想的东西，因为它已不再属于我的了。。一切都已成往事了。。。只能收在记忆里，慢慢的回忆过去~~

答应了我自己，无论如何，一定要放下这段感情，谈何容易？？我本以为自己可以那么潇洒，但最后我还是偷偷的想你了。。。

终于，离开KL的时间也步入接近了。。。我想离开了这里，我会比较好吧？哈哈

最近不懂为什么头总是那么痛，难道有复发了？？omg！！

你要好好招股自己，我走了记得要联络我哦！！hehe。。。

保重吧！！

Thanks!!

Yesterday was my big day...yeah!! celebrated with 2 persons and had a big cakes, my favorite Secret Recipe Marble Cheese cake...yeah!! Thanks Kenny Wee...muaks!!

Second is Mr. Jeremy, my keong friend...knowing you just a about few days ago...hahaha!! but u are nice....willing to celebrate with me...thanks wor...hehe...



And hereby to thanks Yee Yoke Mei, Jacky Lee, Sam Lee Lay Chen, Kenneth Lee Hui Keat for celebrating my birthday in advance at Kaki Corner...thanks a lot!! muaks!! hehehe

yeah,,though cant celeb v u on the day on my bday but i got celebrated v u..at least u came for it and thanks to u wor....hehehe...really happy though just in a short time...but, thanks....
Take care

Back to my life...

First of all, thanks to my all friends for celebrating birthday with me in advance...proudly intro them, they are Ms Sam Lee Lay Chen, Mr Jacky Lee Han Jie, Ms Yee Yoke Mei and Mr Kenneth Lee Hui Keat...yeah!!! thanks and love u all...Samantha Sau, Elaine Tan, Angeline, hongrui, Sue Yan, Louis Ng, and my fellow PR5 classmates, thanks for your wishes... Louis Ng, dun forget u still owing me a meal..hahahahahah!!

Haha...am I ok with that? yeah,,,guess so...back to my normal life...hanging out with frens, singing K with frens, watching movie with frens, drinking with frens..a lot of fun....

Firstly, would like to thanks Stanley, a funny guy who can entertain me and accompany me to drink at pub then to clubbing...yeah, a fun night i had over there...i really enjoyed!!

Next day, Ken and Zhi were accompanying me to watch movie then went to sing K...yeah!! wat's a busy day i had yesterday,,,,today, back to working life, a life that is going to end soon on this saturday...yeah!!!my internship life..then back to my study life....

I was so stupid, without me, u will be.......hahaha..now i knew it, u have found someone there...ya,i shud not to worry so much ady...anyways, call me or sms me if u need me or would to share ur stuffs with me....i m willing for that...

2night, gonna be my birthday night...guess who wil be celebrating with me?? yeah, Kenny wee,
thanks for accompanying me...whenever i am sad and happy..thanks to u so muc, my kai gor!!!

waiting for the days to leave the place, KL...a place that does not belong to me..i dun wanna stay..i dun wanna remember/retrospect any of memories in the town again,..i was fooled...tot the thing u devoted will be rewarded...haha..no...eventually, sad or bad memories will get....

I sincerely wish and bless u....yeah, i am unhappy to that..but wat to do? someone is really can give u love and care, i shud be happy with that...coz i m no longer the one to give u love and care, but tears will do....

Bye Bye and take care.....guess we will dont have chance to meet again....do take care of urself...my heart gonna die for the relationship soon...i will unleash all the thing that is no longer belongs to me...

countdown~~

Yeah!! counting down my last 6 days for my internship, then will leave this place and back to my Uni life....

Being loved is kind of happiness thing in the world...but at the same time got 2 person love you is the most happiness thing in the world....but for me, i just want someone to care me and love me..that's all..i dun require for 2 or even more lovers to love me...without me, u still got others....hehe...happy life with the one u love, dun betray your relationship...i am here bless u and ur lover... ^^

最近听了一首歌曲，非常触进我心，“我真的想放弃你” 及 “答应不爱你”。。。我是想放弃这段感情，因它再也不属于我的了。。。但我做不到，因心中有你。。你能阻止一切，但你不能阻止我对你的爱。。可能吧，时间能冲淡一切。。。就让时间去证实一切。。。

答应不爱你，说的容易，但有谁是真的能做到？？明明爱恨清晰，却要结束分离~~爱一个人真难。。。如果你是爱她的，在多的困难都能一起走过。。。。但却放弃了。。我答应不爱你，就让时间去冲淡我对你的爱

爱情不能勉强，免强没幸福。。。真的希望当不了情侣至少当朋友，最亲的朋友，不离不弃的朋友~~

最后，生日就在星期一，生日愿望很简单，和我想要的人一起庆祝生日。。。

祝我生日快乐~~happy birthday to myself...就如我所说，我还是一个人过生日~~

Goodbye KL...

my life of internship is going to end soon and later... counting down the days starts from 10...will be leaving KL on 19th and back to my Kampar life...my study life...

Miss the company here, the people here, the environment here....and everything here...just in a short 3 months of internship, it really turned my life upside down... Happy, sad, challenging, fun, etc all came into my 3 months life...memories....

Must take care of yourself as i cant take care of u and always by your side....dont breach your promise that you have promised me....do happy life there and when i m free, sure i will visit the place again...i will miss u oweys...i really afraid the day to come..but i know i cant avoid frm it...i have to face it..only thing i will tell you, i will to be the best for every second...so that we wont regret of what we have done for each other...

KL is the place that full of challenges and fun...it depends on how u treat yourself in this kind of environment...making friends for sure is the easy things but we need to know who is/are our friends..I will oweys miss the place that really gives me a very good experience while my 3 months life in the place...

Appreciate what you have contributed...do take care yourself..bye bye KL...leaving soon..yeah!!!